Thursday

I think I'm starting to get the flu. Woke up to day with my nose all clogged and a sore throat, and feeling exhausted. So decided to rest today, and be fit for fight tomorrow and get some reading done then. And Fredagspub, of course.  It's been ages since I was at Fredagspub now, so I'm looking forvard to it. I love beeing there, 'cause it's always someone I know there, and we just sit and talk and laugh at our bad jokes.

Last night I had another romantic dream, and this time about Handsomeguy from the Library. (Handsome guy I've had some eye-flirting with, and there was without a doubt an unspoken chemistry). He hasn't been there (at the library) for a while, so I was thrilled to see him again on Monday. Earlier this term, I promised my self to go up and speak to him the next time I saw him, but it was after I made that decision that he stopped coming. So when I saw him on Monday I was so taken aback, that when
I suddenly had my chance, when we were about to pass eachother by the printers, I ran in
between the bookshelves and hid. I was really angry with myself, but it's not as if I did anything about it later. In stead, I stood in the art-section, peering over the three copies of Gardner's Art Through The Ages, where I had a perfect view over to where he was sitting.)

So anyway, the dream was about the Roskilde Festival, but it was at Vikingland in Tusenfryd, not in Roskilde. And I met him there, and he said he'd seen me somewhere before, except he said he'd seen me on Facebook. Whatever that means. Anyways, he turned out to be a bit of an idiot. Boring and plain. A bit like the boys from my home town (no offence). But we still flirted and I think we sort of was a couple. The result was that I woke up feeling very disapointed, but still had the good feeling inside that I used to have when I fell asleep with a boyfriend next to me.

So it's starting to dawn on me that I'm longing for a boyfriend. Or maybe not a boyfriend yet, but a flirt would be nice. So that's my next goal. Letting a boy into my life again. It won't be easy, I still carry the scars from my last relationship, and from my last fling by the way (*shudder*). And of course, finding a guy that actually apeal to me will be the biggest part of the challenge, it's not as if there's loads of them and I'm just ignoring them...
It would of course be really cool to see if I can get anywhere with Handsomeguy, but that'll take a LOT of courage!

I'll keep you posted.. Now off to wax my eyebrows.